.this is it.

We went to watch the Michael Jackson This Is It Movie last night.




Wow.

That's all that came out of my mouth.

Wow

The video was not made up of the full dress rehearsal.
cause I think he died before they could even do it. :(
it was just bits and pieces joint together.
but even so, by just seeing that,
it was amazing!

The choreography, the settings, the costumes, the love, the music
it was spectacular.
I just can't find any word to describe him.

I was always a big fan of him but not until die hard la.
and I have always wanted to see him perform....
dam sad that I will never get that chance...

I didn't believe the rumors about him, didn't care how he looked.
But I do doubt his kids. lol.
Looks nothing like him!
Blanket is soooo cute!

He was beyond talented.
He sang, performed, choreographed and wrote every song of his.
well most of his songs were written by him, not all.

But still...
wow.

I cried seeing him.
After all that he had gone through...
his performance was beyond perfect.

He was so kind and gentle during the practices.
Never raised his voice or got angry.
He was such a perfectionist as well!


If he had not died and if the concert had actually gone as planed,
it would have been the greatest concert the world would have ever seen.

I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss is still felt in everybody's hearts
especially when his picture comes up or when his music is playing...
and I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss will always be there.
because he was a legend!
no singer could ever come as close to what he was.

The world really did suffer a great loss my dear King of Pop, and it is you Michael Jackson!

-Click-

.booo!.

The night before Halloween, all I could hear was what am I going to wear?
Who should I come as?

And what all the girls want is to come dressed as a sluts...

Basically, Halloween is a guilt free pass for them to do so.

Don't get me wrong.
I wouldn't mind if they do so for a "costume" party
but for Halloween?

When its suppose to be all about zombies, vampires, witches and all that scary stuff.
Bloody costumes
not angels, cowboys and Minnie mouse?

Heck I even saw people coming as playboy bunnies and sexy cats!?

Its freaking HALLOWEEN!!!!
Trick or treat?
not
come and treat.

I may be coming on as an old cracked lady,
I'm not btw
but its just really sad to see how people's mindset have really changed.

-Click-

.mungkin nanti.

1 more week till finals!
And as usual
I am not studying.
haizzz.

Why is it so hard to concentrate and not get distracted?

Setiap semester pasti akan ada sesuatu masalah.
why am I berbahasa dalam BM?
kerana nak gossip pasal seseorang yang berasal dari negera lain.
*harap dia tak akan suruh kawannya untuk translate untuk dia la. lol.*
If I were to berbahasa as usual, dia pasti akan baca then mampus la I.

So from reading the above, pasti you dah perasan BM saya sangat sangat teruk.
so bear with me kalau you nak tahu tentang cerita ini.

Semester lalu masalah apa yang berlaku was kawan ini, S, tidak belajar untuk satu subject.
I dan kawan2 lain sangat shocked kerana dia ialah seseorang yang sangat pintar, baik hati dan positive thinking.

Tetapi malam sebelum peperiksaan dia belajar subject lain.
DRAMA besar telah berlaku la malam tu.
I marah akan S dan dia menagis.
drama.
tetapi akhirnya kita berjaya convince S untuk belajar.

Berita buruk ialah S tak lulus peperiksaan itu.
pasti kan kerana tak belajar kerana ada banyak masalah dengan keluarganya.
kita semua berasa sangah sedih untuk dia.

Selepas incident itu, lagi la perangainya berubah.
Dia macam tak begitu happy atau ceria.
Kita pun tak nampak dia banyak, selalu dia dalam biliknya.

Tetapi I tahu S ada masalah.
Masalah wang.
Saya betul2 mahu menolong dia tetapi bagaimana?
Jadi I pun carry on with my life.

Cerita besar bermula minggu lepas.
I berjumpa dengan kawan baiknya, N, semasa having lunch.
N pun tanya I jom berlajar bersama-sama untuk finals ini.
I pun kata ok, kita belajar at S punya place.
N kata tak boleh dan tanya kalau I tak dengar ke?
I pun keliru. Dengar apa?
N kata baik I dengar dari S.

So I pun thinking.
Whats going on?
I beritahu Shangari pasti ada masalah wang dengannya.
pasti S tak boleh bayar yuran = tak boleh duduk peperiksaan.
Shangari kata itu pasti bukan the reason.
suruh I jangan banyak kepoh.

Tetapi semalam kawan lainnya, G, phone I.
dan dia tanya la kalau I ada dengar tak tentang S? I tahu tak?
OF COUSE I DUNNO! DAN TAK DENGAR LA!
so I force dia untuk beritahu I.

Dia kata S akan balik ke negaranya untuk selama-lamanya.
WHAT?
G kata lagi: dan S tak akan duduk untuk peperiksaan untuk semester ini.
WHAT?

I pun betul2 shock.
I tak tahu it would come to this.
Lagi S ialah kawan baik saya.
dan I sangat geram dia tak beritahu saya.
tetapi maybe dia tak boleh confide dengan I lagi kerana I sudah berpindah.

CIS! kenapa ini mesti berlaku kepada orang yang baik seperti S??!?
Is there anything yang I boleh buat?
I rasa sangat sedih untuk S.
Imagine kalau you dalam kasut dia.

I pasti tak boleh take it.
Tetapi I berjumpa dengan S Jumaat lepas dan dia sangat ceria dan berpositive.
dia sudah ada satu plan yang akan diikuti
tetapi dia tak beritahu saya plan itu la kerana dia masih tak beritahu saya kan tentang masalah ini.
source saya yang beritahu I.

I rasa sangat sedih kerana I akan hilang seorang kawan yang baik.
seorang kawan yang selalu was there untuk I.
seorang kawan yang selalu ceria dan motivates I.
seorang kawan yang tinggal dengan I for 6 amazing bulan!

All I boleh buat ialah untuk berdoa untuknya dan berharap semua akan work out untuknya.

S, kamu akan dirindui alot.

-Click-

.Funny Bones Ticklers.

Making Sandwiches

This guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is about 9 years old.

One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his gal climb up to the top bunk.

As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper, "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants to do it faster.

"Lettuce...tomato...lettuce lettuce...tomato! LETTUCE! TOMATO TOMATO! LETTUCE!!!"

The little boy shouts up to the top bunk. "Will you two stop making sandwiches up there!? You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!"

-Click-

.you can do it, you can do it.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY KAV KAV!

*dunno if you'll get angry with me 4 broadcasting you age!*


So sorry I couldn't be there on you actual birthday day.
20.10.09
So many people I know was born on 20/10.
you not special!
Anyway, I had my reasons and you know them.
nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.
:)



It was a great day today
even if most of it didn't go according to plan.
-the pictures
-the collage
-the candle without a fire
-the rush

*oops* :(

Hope you liked it anyway.
the presents
the food
me...
heh.


I was so brilliant to forgot to take pictures of the whole thing.
*smacks face*

Only remembered to take after we had our lunch and ate the cake.
*smacks face even harder!*

oh well...
its the memories that count right.

Hope you had an awesome time today my dear friend!

Our already eaten lunch.
left: my thai basil cashew nuts
right: her lemongrass chicken
-doesn't look anything like it yea-
lol.

leftovers of her chocolate mud cake


Box filled with wonderful memories.
* btw, the photo of me and Nigel are not part of the gift...just showing that the gift is from us as insisted by kav heh*

Friends forever.









I put on alot of weight! eeeee....
*hides face*
*can't hide my body fat :( *












Happy Birthday Kavita Panir!


-Click-

.when i fall in love.

My love,
I think of you and dream of
moonlight nights
in a garden of
slow waltzes,
soft kisses
and pure romance
.

In that dream,
as we dance
and
hold each other close,
I look up at the sky
sprinkled with silver wishing stars..
.

And I blow a kiss to them
thanking them
for making you
come true in my life
.

N.A.F.
-19th July 2007-

-Click-

.disturbia.

*excuse me*

It's been a while I know....
Only excuse: Laziness :)
But ain't it everyone's?

Another excuse maybe?
"The Computer Curse"

hahahahahahahaha.
how ridiculous does that sound!

Ever since we got our very first family computer
*when I was 6 or 7 years old*,
my family had been cursed.
lol.

Within a year of usage, the brand new computer would eventually crash.
Either affected by overheating, viruses or lighting.
mainly due to viruses I would say.
*dam you lime wire!*

So I thought maybe the curse only works for CPU's and not laptops.
But boy was I wrong.
*smacks face*
My laptop crashed on the 7th of September.
Out of every reasons possible, it was due to my
freaking
MOTHER BOARD CRASHING!
Why?
Because my graphics card burned out and it affected the mother board.
*Too much of video streaming I would say...GREY'S, OTH, GG, UGLY BETTY and the list goes on!*

Till now I have no idea how I survived without a laptop for that long.
It literally felt as though both my arms and legs had been amputated.
I was lost!

So, my only option was to change the whole mother board and pay freaking $600!
Aussie dollars mind you.

I decided that I was not out of my mind and decided not to repair it but wait till I go back to Malaysia and buy a brand new one.
heh. :)
Toshiba.....
:))

So now I'm using my house laptop which my mom mailed to me.
IBM.
DINOSAUR!!!
But hey, its only for another month or so.


-Click-

.i'm a bitch i'm a lover.

I do not blackmail anybody.
Its not me.
The only reason why I blackmailed you
is because you couldn't care less about anyone but
YOURSELF.
And this is a known fact to everyone.
So in order for you to care about my "issues",
for you to take responsibility,
and for you to understand my situation,
I blackmailed you.
*living with you is so freaking hard! I dunno why I decided to move in with you*

-Click-

.kindly unspoken.

And so the tragedy begins...

Cold wars, drunken nights, mind blowing irritation and lots of hide and seek.
Here we go....

Wish me luck!
*especially for not getting caught!*

-Click-

.manic monday.

Tuesday's are like freaking "Black Monday's" for me.
Why?
My 1st day of the week
and I always forget to bring something to uni.

Just two things:

Hand phone
Wallet

Yea.... I'm also wondering how can I ever leave the house
Hand phone, Wallet, Hand phone and Wallet today....
If next week I forget to bring either one....
I'll be convince that "Black Monday" should actually be "Black Tuesday".


P.s: I solved a math problem in my Business Finance tute today and my hot "ass" tutor gave me a Fredo!
YAY!
I swear....
He has the juiciest ass I have ever seen!
No kidding.
and Shangari seconds that
*just in case you think I'm over exaggerating*

And I'm convinces now that he's gay.
*Minus the part where he always wear tight boot cut pants, fitted long sleeve shirts and pointed shoes*
Saw a red string popping out of his pants today which looked a lot like a thong.
But it doesn't bother me if he is or not...
Am just thankful for the view =)

-Click-

.pon de replay.

.Joey's and Safiea's 21st.

Random events:

• A guy asked if he could take a picture of me as I reminded him so much of his friend.

*Shangari yelled at me later for letting him as he might use it for Voodoo or for porn pics*
*Am getting a tiny bit worried now heh....*

• A gay guy kept appearing in our pictures and we stupidly did not ask him to take a hike.
  

.....and now we found out that he was not even gay!
Just had many many female's in his family.... wtf?

• Many random pictures were taken even though we were not under any influences

All in all....
Night well spend!
*minus the part when P pissed the hell out of me! Nobody talks to me like that!*

-Click-

.spice up.

Funny story.
We decided to make "vendium columbu" (Onion curry) today
since Shangari and I are both Vegs on Fridays.
Thanks to Ian recipe, it actually turned out good!
*Not as great as Sri Pandi's but the crave for it was intolerable!*

For that half an hour we had no idea what we doing so this is how it went:

S: What you doing?
K: Cutting the shallots.
S: You don't cut them you fool! You just put the whole thing in.
K: You sure?
S: Yes
K: Really???
S: YES!!!!


K: Ok! Chili time!

*adds in 1 table spoon of chilli powder, mind you, the table spoon was BIG*
*and we added 6 dried chilies earlier*

S: How much did you add?
K: 1 table spoon only la....chill....

*adds in another table spoon of chili powder*

S: What are you doing?!?!?
K: Adding in.
S: Its to much!!!
K: Chill la... we're going to flood it with water anyway right cause it needs to be watery? So the spice won't be there...
S: Point! ok loh...add a little bit more than.

*adds 1/4 table spoon of chili powder*


`Dinner time

*while eating*

S: Wow! It actually turned out good!
K: I know right!

*after 30 seconds*

K: FU*K!!!!! Dam spicy!!!!
S: No la. You cannot tahan only la...

*10 seconds later*

S: FU*K FU*K FU*K!!! waterrr!!!!

We finished eating everything cause we were super hungry.
That night we couldn't sleep as our intestines were burning!!!
You know that uncomfortable feeling where you need to just shit it out but you can't!?!?!?
We went to bed feeling like that.

And the next day
well.......
It was mostly spent in the bathroom....
Sounds of bomb blasting and very veryyy loose cannon balls...

Our anuses were burning like there was no tomorrow!
And it was so soar that it made sitting down impossible.

Hilarious.

This one's for the books!

-Click-

.trouble is her only friend.

Why does the world always have something agaisnt me?!?!?!?!
Why does it hate me so much to punish me like this?
I mean seriously..... Do I really deserve it?
Every time when things are going right between you and me it won't stay that way for long.
Something always comes in between.
Something always ruins our perfect moments.
Why are you coming here at this point in time?
Don't you have some where else to be.
Your not welcomed!
I am not going to put a smile on just for you... You can go fly kites for all I care...
I HATE YOU!!!!!
I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
Why must you ruin everything?!?!?!
It was so perfect.... I was so excited....
Heck, I decided to be a nerd for this.
And then you come along and just ruin it!
arghhhhhhhhh
I just want to scream till my i choke on my lungs!!!!
I want to cry till I can't cry no more.
I miss you so much!
.....and this happens....
What am I to do know?
I have already dug my hole and I'm in it.
Help all you want but I am not coming out!

.Funny Bones Ticklers.

Different Kinds of Breast

A family is sitting around the supper table and the son wonders if he can ask a personal question. The father says, "Ask away."
The young man asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there?"

The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman’s breasts are like melons, round and firm.

In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit.

After fifty, they are like onions."
"Onions?"
"Yes, when you see them, they make you cry."

This infuriates the wife and daughter, so the daughter says, "Can I
ask a personal question? Mom, how many kinds of penises are there?"

The mother, surprised, smiles, and looks at her husband and answers,
"Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, a man’s
penis is like an oak, mighty and hard.

In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable.

After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree."
"A Christmas tree?"
"Yes, dead from the root and the balls are there for decoration only."

.all I have to do is dream.

Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you. ~Marsha Norman

Everybody loves dreaming.
It gives us the chance to be someone that we desire to be on the inside.
We are able to enter into a world that is of our very own.
We can be superhero's, adventurers, living on cloud 9.
Heck we can be younger and care free than what we really are.

But sadly I don't remember most of my dreams.
Especially the exciting ones which I wake up to with adrenalin pumping through my veins.



I have a different view about dreaming.
To me dreams are influenced by a person's daily events.
Whatever happens today influences your dreams tonight.
*well maybe not for everyone but definitely for me*


A few days ago, I saw Nigel's nephew on web cam for at least 3 hours as Nigel was babysitting him.
He's name is Zaiden and omg....he's just sooo cute!
That night I dreamt that I was a mother of 6 kids and waiting to ploop out no.7

This is not the first time having this mother dreams.
Every time I see a baby WAH-LAH
Hello mummy!



Last night S was talking to me about V.
Very basic stuff about him making a commitment.

Hours later I dreamt that V had a thing for S and I.
And we became close, the 3 of us.
Leading to a threesome *I know right!*
Where if V wanted to be with only S or I we won't allow it as we come in a pair.
"Double us, double satisfaction" was our saying which we kept on repeating in my dream.
*how lame -.-' *

I got up laughing my ass off with S this morning.
Out of everything which happened yesterday, the topic which I talked the least about,
2 minutes max,
was the so called "icing" of my dreams.



Oh and just a last dream before I sign off.
2 days ago Phillip and Ian came over for dinner.
We were chatting and a topic of Phillip burning my house down came up as they were shocked that it was all made of wood.
That night I dreamt that, *I'm sure you've guessed it*
my house was on fire.
The shocking thing was instead of jumping down and saving myself,
I started saving my clothes!
I kept was throwing them outside the window.
I didn't bother about my laptop, my wallet, my passport.
Nothing except my clothes.

I got up with an ache in my heart.
The one's you get when you dreamt that one of your loved one's passed away.
And I could not stop thinking how valuable my clothes are!
I've been collecting them for ages. Since I can't remember.
And if I were to loose all of it, I would be devastated!



There are still some more clothes in my suitcases above and some more in good old Malaysia.
*Not enough space to hang*



So I thought to myself,
if this were to really happen in real life,
what would I do?
Well....
I still would not hesitate to save my clothes first!

-Click-

.geek in pink.

Ok.... It's been ages since i last blogged but I have my reasons!

1. Finals were going on for 2 weeks hence this is good excuse to be used =)
2. Moving into a new place is awfully traumatic and stressful so I did not have the time
3. Shangari and I, the most brilliant people on earth, did not find or install our internet in advance before moving in. So it took us 3 weeks to get the phone line and the internet installed.
4. I was on holiday, give me a break!
*It was more of sheer laziness*


The holidays were good.
We ate alot, slept alot, played PS2 alot, and slept some more.
It was mostly us getting used to the new place.
And before we knew it 3 weeks just flew by just like that!
And so uni begins....



It is a start of a new semester. Last semester thankfully by God's grace I got through all my papers.
*only studied a few weeks before the exams*

Note to self: Never ever ever EVER , *ok enough emphasis* repeat this EVER again!



So this brand new semester, Karina's going to be a BIG NERD!
*smiles widely showing all 32 teeth*

And the joke is, I'm actually keeping up to it so far, fingers crossed.
To top things off, the time spend having fun is much more worth it when actual work is actually done compared to procrastinating. hee hee.
*I know this is a known fact but heck it. I just discovered it on my own*


The life of a NERD:

Read through and study the chapters before going for the lectures
Come back and study those chapters again
Do the tutes for those chapters
Repeat the same thing for all subjects


Yeap.... This is what I have been doing since uni started and here I am now with nothing to do as today's my day off and yes I have finished most of what I am suppose to do for this week and I have Wednesday's off as well to bum around. One word: NERD! =)


-Click-

.jump for my love.

When was the last time you jumped on your bed?
As in jumping constantly and not just one jump.

Mine was like ages ago. When I was in a kid.
I mean there were instances where I have jumped before in my teens to stick glow in the dark stars on the ceiling.
And recently, jumping on by bed to bang the ceiling ,to disturb Kavita above.

But its been a while since I have JUMPED!

We got the keys to our new house today. It was the first time walking in as new tenants. Phillip joined us later on.
Shango and I decided to take pictures of our first experience. Photos are on FB.
*too lazy to upload*

I have this thing where I can only know if a bed is really good if I jump on it. The easier it is to jump on, the better. The higher you can jump, the better.


We started jumping on the bed after that =)

*my bed that is*
*Shango didn't like people jumping on her bed for God knows what reason*


All the lectures from out parents.....

"DON'T YOU DARE JUMP ON THE BED"
"YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK THE BED AND IF YOU DO, YOU'RE BLOODY HELL PAYING FOR IT"
"IT'S NOT GOOD TO JUMP, LATER WHEN YOU SLEEP ON THE BED IT WILL GIVE YOU A BACK ACHE"
"STOP JUMPING!!!!"
"But why?"
"BECAUSE I SAID SO!"


....just faded into the background of laughter's.
The feeling was so liberating!
Especially since exams are around the corner (24th June).
It really did take away all our worries and stress.

.Reaching for the ceiling.
.Falling on one another.
.Laughing our heads off over stupid remarks made by Shango and Phillip.
.Cam whoring.
.Trying different poses in the air.


It was an awesome day.
The happiness I felt from laughter, friends and family.
It is not the same as what you get from clubbing or chilling.
It was REAL.
It was FELT.
It was THERE.


Here's to many many more happy laughing moments at 7/131 Gray Street.




-Click-

.Break.

Exams are just 2 weeks away so I have told myself I will try to stop blogging until my exams are over.
So if there are any other post after this and if it is before 3rd of July, it means that I'm procrastinating!

Everything is done today! No more assignments/presentations.
Had my Financial Institution and Management presentation today and hopefully I did good.
The lecturer kept staring at me as if I was talking Gibberish.
Felt like kicking her in the tush.

Updates till I write again:
- We're getting the keys to our new place this Tuesday! *jumps up and down*
-I'm so screwed for my finals that it is not even possible to think I can pass
*I need serious divine intervention* Pray for me pewess....
-I didn't even know how much I was going to miss my housemates until today. So am going to make a one-day-lunch-in-a-week with them.
-I've become a chocolate addict recently....I need at least one a day
*Thanks Kavita*
-Nigel will be coming on the 20th of this month. He's is suppose to be my maid till my exams are done. :)


Now back to the books.... =.='

Kavita and Roshanthi, I am going to miss you both terribly! I don't want 2 part away from you two...

.Funny Bones Ticklers.

Why Chocolate is Better Than Sex

You can GET chocolate whenever you want.

"If you love me, you’ll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate.

Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.

Two People of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.

You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.

You can have chocolate in front of your mother.

If you bite nuts too hard, the chocolate won’t mind.

You can safely have chocolate while you are driving.

You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers.

You can have chocolate any time of the month.

You don’t get hairs in your mouth when eating chocolate.

When you have chocolate it does not keep the neighbours awake.

You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.

You are never too young or too old for chocolate.

Chocolate doesn’t make you pregnant.

Good chocolate is easy to find.

Nobody thinks you’re weird if you buy chocolate.