.wish i.

Even though he is a pedophile (his wife is 34 years younger than him) and even though he cheated on his partner with his partner's daughter (who is that same young wife mind you) (disgusting!) and even though his movies are dam-long-ass-too-much-dialog-dunno-how-they-could-win-any-awards/nominees,

I still love his idea! If only it was true...

* I then wouldn't have to worry about my biggest fear = dying/death *

Time's flying way too fast
I'm not ready to take on the "big" responsibilities in life just yet
Why wouldn't time wait for wo/man
What am I to do after this semester? * do my professionals or work *
Bloody test tomorrow! If only my stress was about making friends in kinder garden instead...

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.chitty chitty baby.

Me: You know, I feel sorry for Miss Binks

Parrot: Karina, I'm studying

Me: I mean when we were her age we did a lot of crazy stuff. Even before that. A lot of stuff that our parents still do not know about...

Parrot: Hehe. I know what you mean *smirks*

Me: I'm sure you do.... but seriously... I kinda feel sorry for her. If only she could "tell a different story" to my parents like what me and KS do then at least she could get away with most stuff

Parrot: You know I never had that problem. I would say that my mom was very innocent when she was young so whenever I dressed however I like or said I'm going for a sleepover, if she were to question I would say "but I'm only going to my girlfriends house" and she wouldn't mind! But my dad.... no way cause he did enough shit to know what I'm up to!

Me: I know if I had any daughters they wouldn't be able to pull any sleepover stunts on me especially after 16 years old

Parrot: Exactly. Cause I'm sure my future husband would have also done enough shit like me to know what our future rascals are up to. And I wouldn't even let them go for any sleepovers after 13!

Me: You're going to be such a mean mom! I mean common, they won't do anything at that age

Parrot: Generation gap. Our parents didn't do the shit we're doing when they were our age. For all you know when our time comes, our children will be already clubbing in our stomachs!

Gee... I can't wait

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.can you tell me how to get.

It was a random youtube video, I know...
but it made me smile cause I used to watch Sesame Street and they showed a video like this. tee hee. Unlike some ppl like u, S, who adored Barney. Well, he only came after Sesame Street so I'm sorry that you didn't watch it (your not cool! bleh)

Pretty Lil Liers: They used the same song (Secret) that I'm using on my blog!
By the by, this song was my inspiration to start this blog. Not unique anymore =.=

I always grumble and whine about how unprepared I am for my exams, well lil missy, you have 2 20% test this coming week and you're procrastinating! So this is proof that your not studying so you're not allow to be depressed later this week!
Sigh
I better get back to studying....

.raindrops on roses.

Dear Mr Adelaide Weather,

My name is Tiny Karina and I somewhat reside in your area. I'm been your fan on and off this couple of years but could I just ask you a simple question on behalf of myself and everyone I know? Why have you been so PMS-y and crying uncontrollably for this past week! Not just a day or two like the past 2 winters I've been here but a whole week! You've soaked us terribly with your smelly tears that caused our hair and clothes to stink making us waste more water washing them. This winter is by far the worst I've been in and I need an explanation Mr! Dam your cold grudges and sneezing winds that blew me and my poor umbrella off a good number of times. Your mood swings are also not making it any better you know. 1 minute your happy and shining and the next your pouring your clouds out. Now I finally know what my boyfriend puts up with when its that time of the month for me but still.... Please ask your son, Mr Winter to settle his differences with Mrs Spring and let her take control now cause it is her turn after all. I really wish that you would take some immediate actions as I really do not wish to go through another week like this one.

Your gratefully,
Tiny Karina

.because i'm in love.

People fall in and out of love so easily. One day she is with that guy and next month she is with another. Why do people keep trying so hard to find their soul mates?When do they give up? I mean I'm lucky cause I already found mine but what about the others?I have found myself asking for how long more do you guys keep searching? How many failed relationships must one go through before they find the "special one"?

For me, things were easy. I didn't go out with any guys until I was certain I was ready to be in a committed relationship, that I knew that he was to, that there was chemistry and that he maybe the "one". And then I found him and till today, I can say that I just went out with one guy in my life, loved one and I'm still going out with him whom I'm deeply in love with.

So how do they know if he/she is their soul mate?
Even I do don't know that. All I know is that he completes me,
he laughs and cries with me,
he knows and understands me more then anybody could ever know or understand me,
he loves me for who I am and I can be myself around him,
we fight like cats and dogs but yet we always overcome our differences,
he supports me and
he loves my imperfections
and that is enough for me. It truly is. There is definitely more about why I feel that he is my soul mate than what I stated above but I just can't be fucked to say it all.

My mom told me a few days ago that people in love do stupid things.
But i beg to differ.
People who have no strong values (this does not mean that their parent's didn't bring them up properly), who are not confident of themselves, who are people pleasers, who do not respect themselves or love themselves for who they are ...
they are the one's that do stupid things!

My cousin comes from a good family, good parents, good values..... she's a church goer who was actively involve in the youth ministry and church choir. A quiet and reserve girl I thought she was. But so did everybody. 3 days ago everyone in the family came to terms that she had just delivered a baby girl. A 19th year old mother who just threw away her life. She doesn't want to give the baby up nor does she has any further education besides SPM. The father of the child is in the same position as her. She has ran away from home and forbids her parents from seeing her.

All because of
Love?
In love?

I'm very much in love and I love.
But I guess I'm blessed with my values and I know when to draw the line. It's not easy, I for one can agree. It takes a lot to say no,
it takes a lot to be able to share a bed with the person you love and still not do anything.
Love is doing what's best for your relationship, respecting and caring for the other half, knowing the consequences of one's actions. But hey, sex nowadays is a norm.
sex=love
(to many people out there)
but it is not.
When one is financially and emotionally stable with their partners and knows that their futures will become one then maybe just maybe they may be ready for that intimacy.


I pray for you, that this is not a mistake. It's just another path that is going to be harder than what was originally chosen for you. I pray that you will return to your family cause blood is always thicker than water, and seek your family's help; that you will receive all the help and support you need to be able to move on in life and still become a somebody besides being a wonderful mother.


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