.on different pages with mr world.

I sit here in the office annoyed.

There was no internet access since I came here on Monday. And today somehow or another, I can connect to HELP's wireless network .

But....

I can't freaking log into facebook!!!

but my other fellow intern, J, can

like wtf right.

I dunno how I actually survived not going on facebook for a month!

I can't even survive a day now!

dam u facebook....

And on top of it I don't hv any work to do now.

Just sitting here and playing minesweeper.

My latest addiction.

Can you believe that I have never played it before in my life "properly". Who knew that the numbers actually indicated how many boms there are in that area. All this while I kept on thinking you'd have to guess where you think the bom's are not located.

And I have proudly achived a time of 44 seconds for completing the game.

Beginner's level of course :)

Now on to intermediate.

And now because I opened my big fat mouth and mouthed out I go no work,

*to J*

my senior just pilled a whole lot of work on my desk!

stupid jinx!

-Click-

.work it.

Did I mentioned that I started work?

Dec 28th-Feb 19th as an intern at KPMG.

Did I mention that I have no office clothes?

and that I'm stuck using my mothers dull clothes.

Ok that was mean la but it is true! The colours are all either black, white, brown. Mostly brown! No skirts. But thats my fault cause no skirts can fit my waist.

But all this does affect me....

Going to work everyday looking like an aunty.

Ok. Thats mean as well. The clothes are not so aunty like but its big on me.

Moving on. I feel like I'm dissing my mother too much now. lol.

Anyway, the first 2 weeks of the job was ok. boring more like it. I mainly sat in the office. Reading all the news in the Star Online newspaper, binding, admin work, 40% of the work was accounting based work, having 2 hour lunches when we are only allowed an hour. But who's to know right? Not exactly I'm sitting in the offiice and working on serious work. :)

Oh, and t top things off, I was the only intern in the office last week. Out of 20 mind you. All of them went to different client's place but not me. All because I joined late when the others joined on the 7th of Dec.

But I didn't complain. I left the office everyday at 5.30pm sharp while the others left at 8.30/9pm. Some even had to travel from Seremban. ha!

For this month I'm assigned to a client who's placed right opposite HELP.

Can't disclose to much, don't wana get into trouble.

Work starts at 9am-6.30pm. I come staright here of course.

So the internship so far is good.

No complains YET...besides the jam!

note: I really wasn't looking forward to becoming an auditor because of the really realllyyyy long hours.

Who would wanna work so late you tell me?!?

*fucking kiasu no life people.* minus my father of course. lol.

*But now I secretly like what I'm doing minus the hours!*

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.2010.

2010

How fast did 2009 go by?

I can still remember when I came back to Adelaide,

exams,

fighting with everybody,

exams,

moving out,

exams...

And suddenly...

I'm in my final year already!

I actually told Shango,

"I blame this all on global warming"

"The world is spinning faster!"

"The days hv become shorter!"

"Karina...."

"You do know that time is constant and there is 24 hours in a day."

"Global warming can't reduce the 24 hours in a day"

tee hee...

I knew that :)

Did anyone watch 2010 the movie?

I have been thinking alot about it these past few days...

If anything of that sort were to happen...

God willing, not while I'm still alive!

I just hope and pray that my father has 5 billion euro's for each of us stored in a secret safe for our safety!

Last note.

My new years resolutions:

which will never happen I know

It never does...

keep cool

be patient

don't fight with every1

study before 2 week before the final exams

smile more

And here's to hoping that by the end of the year, I'll be able to tick most of it.

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.shout.

Ok. I know I ought to be shot dead.

My blog is not dead and I'm not giving up again....

I've just been really really busy you know :)

And my router wasn't working. I was too lazy to go upstairs to use the pc.

It was christmas blah blah....

Bottom line

I'm back!

-Click-

.this is it.

We went to watch the Michael Jackson This Is It Movie last night.




Wow.

That's all that came out of my mouth.

Wow

The video was not made up of the full dress rehearsal.
cause I think he died before they could even do it. :(
it was just bits and pieces joint together.
but even so, by just seeing that,
it was amazing!

The choreography, the settings, the costumes, the love, the music
it was spectacular.
I just can't find any word to describe him.

I was always a big fan of him but not until die hard la.
and I have always wanted to see him perform....
dam sad that I will never get that chance...

I didn't believe the rumors about him, didn't care how he looked.
But I do doubt his kids. lol.
Looks nothing like him!
Blanket is soooo cute!

He was beyond talented.
He sang, performed, choreographed and wrote every song of his.
well most of his songs were written by him, not all.

But still...
wow.

I cried seeing him.
After all that he had gone through...
his performance was beyond perfect.

He was so kind and gentle during the practices.
Never raised his voice or got angry.
He was such a perfectionist as well!


If he had not died and if the concert had actually gone as planed,
it would have been the greatest concert the world would have ever seen.

I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss is still felt in everybody's hearts
especially when his picture comes up or when his music is playing...
and I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss will always be there.
because he was a legend!
no singer could ever come as close to what he was.

The world really did suffer a great loss my dear King of Pop, and it is you Michael Jackson!

-Click-

.booo!.

The night before Halloween, all I could hear was what am I going to wear?
Who should I come as?

And what all the girls want is to come dressed as a sluts...

Basically, Halloween is a guilt free pass for them to do so.

Don't get me wrong.
I wouldn't mind if they do so for a "costume" party
but for Halloween?

When its suppose to be all about zombies, vampires, witches and all that scary stuff.
Bloody costumes
not angels, cowboys and Minnie mouse?

Heck I even saw people coming as playboy bunnies and sexy cats!?

Its freaking HALLOWEEN!!!!
Trick or treat?
not
come and treat.

I may be coming on as an old cracked lady,
I'm not btw
but its just really sad to see how people's mindset have really changed.

-Click-

.mungkin nanti.

1 more week till finals!
And as usual
I am not studying.
haizzz.

Why is it so hard to concentrate and not get distracted?

Setiap semester pasti akan ada sesuatu masalah.
why am I berbahasa dalam BM?
kerana nak gossip pasal seseorang yang berasal dari negera lain.
*harap dia tak akan suruh kawannya untuk translate untuk dia la. lol.*
If I were to berbahasa as usual, dia pasti akan baca then mampus la I.

So from reading the above, pasti you dah perasan BM saya sangat sangat teruk.
so bear with me kalau you nak tahu tentang cerita ini.

Semester lalu masalah apa yang berlaku was kawan ini, S, tidak belajar untuk satu subject.
I dan kawan2 lain sangat shocked kerana dia ialah seseorang yang sangat pintar, baik hati dan positive thinking.

Tetapi malam sebelum peperiksaan dia belajar subject lain.
DRAMA besar telah berlaku la malam tu.
I marah akan S dan dia menagis.
drama.
tetapi akhirnya kita berjaya convince S untuk belajar.

Berita buruk ialah S tak lulus peperiksaan itu.
pasti kan kerana tak belajar kerana ada banyak masalah dengan keluarganya.
kita semua berasa sangah sedih untuk dia.

Selepas incident itu, lagi la perangainya berubah.
Dia macam tak begitu happy atau ceria.
Kita pun tak nampak dia banyak, selalu dia dalam biliknya.

Tetapi I tahu S ada masalah.
Masalah wang.
Saya betul2 mahu menolong dia tetapi bagaimana?
Jadi I pun carry on with my life.

Cerita besar bermula minggu lepas.
I berjumpa dengan kawan baiknya, N, semasa having lunch.
N pun tanya I jom berlajar bersama-sama untuk finals ini.
I pun kata ok, kita belajar at S punya place.
N kata tak boleh dan tanya kalau I tak dengar ke?
I pun keliru. Dengar apa?
N kata baik I dengar dari S.

So I pun thinking.
Whats going on?
I beritahu Shangari pasti ada masalah wang dengannya.
pasti S tak boleh bayar yuran = tak boleh duduk peperiksaan.
Shangari kata itu pasti bukan the reason.
suruh I jangan banyak kepoh.

Tetapi semalam kawan lainnya, G, phone I.
dan dia tanya la kalau I ada dengar tak tentang S? I tahu tak?
OF COUSE I DUNNO! DAN TAK DENGAR LA!
so I force dia untuk beritahu I.

Dia kata S akan balik ke negaranya untuk selama-lamanya.
WHAT?
G kata lagi: dan S tak akan duduk untuk peperiksaan untuk semester ini.
WHAT?

I pun betul2 shock.
I tak tahu it would come to this.
Lagi S ialah kawan baik saya.
dan I sangat geram dia tak beritahu saya.
tetapi maybe dia tak boleh confide dengan I lagi kerana I sudah berpindah.

CIS! kenapa ini mesti berlaku kepada orang yang baik seperti S??!?
Is there anything yang I boleh buat?
I rasa sangat sedih untuk S.
Imagine kalau you dalam kasut dia.

I pasti tak boleh take it.
Tetapi I berjumpa dengan S Jumaat lepas dan dia sangat ceria dan berpositive.
dia sudah ada satu plan yang akan diikuti
tetapi dia tak beritahu saya plan itu la kerana dia masih tak beritahu saya kan tentang masalah ini.
source saya yang beritahu I.

I rasa sangat sedih kerana I akan hilang seorang kawan yang baik.
seorang kawan yang selalu was there untuk I.
seorang kawan yang selalu ceria dan motivates I.
seorang kawan yang tinggal dengan I for 6 amazing bulan!

All I boleh buat ialah untuk berdoa untuknya dan berharap semua akan work out untuknya.

S, kamu akan dirindui alot.

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