.this is it.

We went to watch the Michael Jackson This Is It Movie last night.




Wow.

That's all that came out of my mouth.

Wow

The video was not made up of the full dress rehearsal.
cause I think he died before they could even do it. :(
it was just bits and pieces joint together.
but even so, by just seeing that,
it was amazing!

The choreography, the settings, the costumes, the love, the music
it was spectacular.
I just can't find any word to describe him.

I was always a big fan of him but not until die hard la.
and I have always wanted to see him perform....
dam sad that I will never get that chance...

I didn't believe the rumors about him, didn't care how he looked.
But I do doubt his kids. lol.
Looks nothing like him!
Blanket is soooo cute!

He was beyond talented.
He sang, performed, choreographed and wrote every song of his.
well most of his songs were written by him, not all.

But still...
wow.

I cried seeing him.
After all that he had gone through...
his performance was beyond perfect.

He was so kind and gentle during the practices.
Never raised his voice or got angry.
He was such a perfectionist as well!


If he had not died and if the concert had actually gone as planed,
it would have been the greatest concert the world would have ever seen.

I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss is still felt in everybody's hearts
especially when his picture comes up or when his music is playing...
and I'm sure the feeling of pain and loss will always be there.
because he was a legend!
no singer could ever come as close to what he was.

The world really did suffer a great loss my dear King of Pop, and it is you Michael Jackson!

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.booo!.

The night before Halloween, all I could hear was what am I going to wear?
Who should I come as?

And what all the girls want is to come dressed as a sluts...

Basically, Halloween is a guilt free pass for them to do so.

Don't get me wrong.
I wouldn't mind if they do so for a "costume" party
but for Halloween?

When its suppose to be all about zombies, vampires, witches and all that scary stuff.
Bloody costumes
not angels, cowboys and Minnie mouse?

Heck I even saw people coming as playboy bunnies and sexy cats!?

Its freaking HALLOWEEN!!!!
Trick or treat?
not
come and treat.

I may be coming on as an old cracked lady,
I'm not btw
but its just really sad to see how people's mindset have really changed.

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.mungkin nanti.

1 more week till finals!
And as usual
I am not studying.
haizzz.

Why is it so hard to concentrate and not get distracted?

Setiap semester pasti akan ada sesuatu masalah.
why am I berbahasa dalam BM?
kerana nak gossip pasal seseorang yang berasal dari negera lain.
*harap dia tak akan suruh kawannya untuk translate untuk dia la. lol.*
If I were to berbahasa as usual, dia pasti akan baca then mampus la I.

So from reading the above, pasti you dah perasan BM saya sangat sangat teruk.
so bear with me kalau you nak tahu tentang cerita ini.

Semester lalu masalah apa yang berlaku was kawan ini, S, tidak belajar untuk satu subject.
I dan kawan2 lain sangat shocked kerana dia ialah seseorang yang sangat pintar, baik hati dan positive thinking.

Tetapi malam sebelum peperiksaan dia belajar subject lain.
DRAMA besar telah berlaku la malam tu.
I marah akan S dan dia menagis.
drama.
tetapi akhirnya kita berjaya convince S untuk belajar.

Berita buruk ialah S tak lulus peperiksaan itu.
pasti kan kerana tak belajar kerana ada banyak masalah dengan keluarganya.
kita semua berasa sangah sedih untuk dia.

Selepas incident itu, lagi la perangainya berubah.
Dia macam tak begitu happy atau ceria.
Kita pun tak nampak dia banyak, selalu dia dalam biliknya.

Tetapi I tahu S ada masalah.
Masalah wang.
Saya betul2 mahu menolong dia tetapi bagaimana?
Jadi I pun carry on with my life.

Cerita besar bermula minggu lepas.
I berjumpa dengan kawan baiknya, N, semasa having lunch.
N pun tanya I jom berlajar bersama-sama untuk finals ini.
I pun kata ok, kita belajar at S punya place.
N kata tak boleh dan tanya kalau I tak dengar ke?
I pun keliru. Dengar apa?
N kata baik I dengar dari S.

So I pun thinking.
Whats going on?
I beritahu Shangari pasti ada masalah wang dengannya.
pasti S tak boleh bayar yuran = tak boleh duduk peperiksaan.
Shangari kata itu pasti bukan the reason.
suruh I jangan banyak kepoh.

Tetapi semalam kawan lainnya, G, phone I.
dan dia tanya la kalau I ada dengar tak tentang S? I tahu tak?
OF COUSE I DUNNO! DAN TAK DENGAR LA!
so I force dia untuk beritahu I.

Dia kata S akan balik ke negaranya untuk selama-lamanya.
WHAT?
G kata lagi: dan S tak akan duduk untuk peperiksaan untuk semester ini.
WHAT?

I pun betul2 shock.
I tak tahu it would come to this.
Lagi S ialah kawan baik saya.
dan I sangat geram dia tak beritahu saya.
tetapi maybe dia tak boleh confide dengan I lagi kerana I sudah berpindah.

CIS! kenapa ini mesti berlaku kepada orang yang baik seperti S??!?
Is there anything yang I boleh buat?
I rasa sangat sedih untuk S.
Imagine kalau you dalam kasut dia.

I pasti tak boleh take it.
Tetapi I berjumpa dengan S Jumaat lepas dan dia sangat ceria dan berpositive.
dia sudah ada satu plan yang akan diikuti
tetapi dia tak beritahu saya plan itu la kerana dia masih tak beritahu saya kan tentang masalah ini.
source saya yang beritahu I.

I rasa sangat sedih kerana I akan hilang seorang kawan yang baik.
seorang kawan yang selalu was there untuk I.
seorang kawan yang selalu ceria dan motivates I.
seorang kawan yang tinggal dengan I for 6 amazing bulan!

All I boleh buat ialah untuk berdoa untuknya dan berharap semua akan work out untuknya.

S, kamu akan dirindui alot.

-Click-

.Funny Bones Ticklers.

Making Sandwiches

This guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is about 9 years old.

One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his gal climb up to the top bunk.

As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper, "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants to do it faster.

"Lettuce...tomato...lettuce lettuce...tomato! LETTUCE! TOMATO TOMATO! LETTUCE!!!"

The little boy shouts up to the top bunk. "Will you two stop making sandwiches up there!? You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!"

-Click-

.you can do it, you can do it.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY KAV KAV!

*dunno if you'll get angry with me 4 broadcasting you age!*


So sorry I couldn't be there on you actual birthday day.
20.10.09
So many people I know was born on 20/10.
you not special!
Anyway, I had my reasons and you know them.
nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.nicole.
:)



It was a great day today
even if most of it didn't go according to plan.
-the pictures
-the collage
-the candle without a fire
-the rush

*oops* :(

Hope you liked it anyway.
the presents
the food
me...
heh.


I was so brilliant to forgot to take pictures of the whole thing.
*smacks face*

Only remembered to take after we had our lunch and ate the cake.
*smacks face even harder!*

oh well...
its the memories that count right.

Hope you had an awesome time today my dear friend!

Our already eaten lunch.
left: my thai basil cashew nuts
right: her lemongrass chicken
-doesn't look anything like it yea-
lol.

leftovers of her chocolate mud cake


Box filled with wonderful memories.
* btw, the photo of me and Nigel are not part of the gift...just showing that the gift is from us as insisted by kav heh*

Friends forever.









I put on alot of weight! eeeee....
*hides face*
*can't hide my body fat :( *












Happy Birthday Kavita Panir!


-Click-

.when i fall in love.

My love,
I think of you and dream of
moonlight nights
in a garden of
slow waltzes,
soft kisses
and pure romance
.

In that dream,
as we dance
and
hold each other close,
I look up at the sky
sprinkled with silver wishing stars..
.

And I blow a kiss to them
thanking them
for making you
come true in my life
.

N.A.F.
-19th July 2007-

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.disturbia.

*excuse me*

It's been a while I know....
Only excuse: Laziness :)
But ain't it everyone's?

Another excuse maybe?
"The Computer Curse"

hahahahahahahaha.
how ridiculous does that sound!

Ever since we got our very first family computer
*when I was 6 or 7 years old*,
my family had been cursed.
lol.

Within a year of usage, the brand new computer would eventually crash.
Either affected by overheating, viruses or lighting.
mainly due to viruses I would say.
*dam you lime wire!*

So I thought maybe the curse only works for CPU's and not laptops.
But boy was I wrong.
*smacks face*
My laptop crashed on the 7th of September.
Out of every reasons possible, it was due to my
freaking
MOTHER BOARD CRASHING!
Why?
Because my graphics card burned out and it affected the mother board.
*Too much of video streaming I would say...GREY'S, OTH, GG, UGLY BETTY and the list goes on!*

Till now I have no idea how I survived without a laptop for that long.
It literally felt as though both my arms and legs had been amputated.
I was lost!

So, my only option was to change the whole mother board and pay freaking $600!
Aussie dollars mind you.

I decided that I was not out of my mind and decided not to repair it but wait till I go back to Malaysia and buy a brand new one.
heh. :)
Toshiba.....
:))

So now I'm using my house laptop which my mom mailed to me.
IBM.
DINOSAUR!!!
But hey, its only for another month or so.


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