.the prayer.

Dear T,

I thought of you again today...
Another memory of you pop-ed into my mind while I was talking to Parrot after lunch. She was crossing her legs and it looked so long! And I was like "OMG! How come you're legs look so long?! It looks like a frog's hinds legs!"
Parrot: Maybe because I'm taller than you?! So everything about me looks longer than yours! Ha ha...shorty!
Me: Wtv...hpmh...but actually to come and think of it, it actually looks more like a freaking grasshopper!"

*Pause*

C, Pandi and I used to call you "belalang" *grasshopper when translated to engliseh* I don't even know if you knew this. lol. But only because you were super tall and we had our issues with each other back then so for gossiping purposes we came up with the nickname. How childish we were...
and I'm sorry....
really sorry for all the hurt we caused you at that tension point in our lives...we didn't mean to and deep down inside, I'm reassured as I know you have already forgiven us even without us asking for forgiveness cause that's just you T... n because of that we were friends till the end. I miss you ever so much!

Loving you always,
TinyKarina

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.worn me down.

I REALLY need to loose weight... =.=

Before anybody starts jumping to conclusion, I don't think I'm fat ok.... Just that my tummy is turning into a Rollie Pollie Ollie... And to top things of, I can confidently *and regrettably* say that I look 3 months pregnant! So this is what 2 bars of snickers a day can do to your tummy...sigh

And I can't even go on a diet! How do people give up food? Or cut down on their meal intakes? I have to have my 3/4 cup of uncooked rice and my chocolates! To all of you out there who is on any kind of diet, I solute you! Cause I know I am not that strong to do so...

But then again, my rollie pollie is disgusting!
So I started doing push ups yesterday and me being the hero that I am, thought that I could straight away do 200 like what I usually used to do. loser. Managed to only do only 50 and ended up with a very very sore cannot-even-bend-down-or-laugh-or-sneeze tummy the whole of today... I couldn't even manage 6 push ups just now!

Parrot said I should give up my snickers and all forms of in-between-meal snacks :(
but giving up chocolate is like giving up water for normal people *only because I don't drink that much of water =.= * but desperate times calls for desperate measures and I AM DESPERATE! So goodbye snickers *for now heh*. If I can overcome you means I can overcome any in-between-meals snacks. I'll see how long I will last. Fingers crossed!


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.cuz if you were my girlfriend.

What exactly does a girl talk a bout when she meets up with one of her besties?
Well I can tell you that studies and actually discussing an assignment they set out to do is definitely not one of them!

We we in uni for 5 hours and completed nothing! Where the hell did the time go? An hours lunch turned into a 3 hour lunch.
Topic of discussion: sex
Question: Are we the only girls who talks about sex in general and our sexual life?
Answer: ??? I'm sure *hope* not!
Anyway, it was too funny! All of us bending closely to hear one another and not letting the others around us hear what we were talking about. Failed miserably! All of us know how loud I can unintentionally be, how loud K can scream out stupid stuff when she gets shocked and how loud A's laughter is. I'm sure everybody at Mayo cafe heared our conversation but fuck it as it was a funny picture when seen as a whole. *chest as close to the table as we can get causing our boobs to lean on the table, hands on our chin, talking softly at one point and screaming hysterically the next* If your hoping that I would reveal our conversation, fat hopes as this blog post would take forever! All I can conclude is that I feel reassured that at least most of my girl friends including this 2 nuts go through what I go through :)

We ended up talking about babies *go figure* lol
and how unfair it is that we have to go through the excruciating pain of labour and child birth.
*I'm convinced that it is all because Eve convinced Adam to eat the forbidden apple* Thanks Eve!

A: I never knew what sex really was until I was 17

K: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I found out when I was 14... What about you?
Me: Well technically my mom did the birds and the bee's talk with me and my sisters when I was 7 with this cute little book of a boy and a girl but..
K: WTF! 7?! Dude.... does your mom think that your going to have sex when you turn 10?
Me: No..... let me finish...
K: And a little boy and a girl doing it in a picture book? How sick is that?
Me: WOMEN! can you LET me finish! The little book was about how girls and boys were different in their genitals areas... and I actually found out what sex really was, the process and all, when I was 14 as well... before that my mom told us that a married man and women have sex to get a child and that sex is not a word to be used unless with your husband. And when we asked what sex was, she was like a man and a women sleeping naked together and..
K & A: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!
K: Sex can only be discussed with your husband! hahahahahaha!
Me: Shut up! And I actually thought all the while until 14 that you just have to be naked with a man to get pregnant!

K: Your mom is tooo funny! But then again, I also have a really funny story to tell. When I was 4 I saw a small boy's dick and I had never seen one before and thought both boys and girls have a vagina so I went home and told my mom "Mummy I saw the pp of this boy and it was swollen! Why is that mummy?" LOL! So my mom replied, "Maybe because he never took care and it is infected. But don't go around telling him or anybody cause he wouldn't like it and would be really embarrass okay?"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHA!

K: LOL! And when my brother was little as well he saw a girl's pp and asked my mom "Mummy, I saw a girl pp today and I want to know why do girls tuck their pp in between their legs?"

LOL!
Good times!


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.i can't handle me right now.

Mid-terms this week are over!
But you would think that you would at least have some time to breathe or take a break no?
Highly mistaken! pft!

Next week: 5% Options test
5% Organisation behaviour test

Week after: 35% Organisation behaviour assignment due

6th October: 15% Options assignment due
5% Organisational behaviour test

7th October: 15% Corporate Accounting assignment due
25% Accounting theory assignment due

25th October: 10% Options test

Week beginning 6th November: FINALS

FML

serious.... fml

and to top things off my pp is hurting like a bitch!

*not because of the surgery but yet another cyst! Thank God it's not as serious as a bartholin cyst, no need surgery but still... why me?*


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.wish i.

Even though he is a pedophile (his wife is 34 years younger than him) and even though he cheated on his partner with his partner's daughter (who is that same young wife mind you) (disgusting!) and even though his movies are dam-long-ass-too-much-dialog-dunno-how-they-could-win-any-awards/nominees,

I still love his idea! If only it was true...

* I then wouldn't have to worry about my biggest fear = dying/death *

Time's flying way too fast
I'm not ready to take on the "big" responsibilities in life just yet
Why wouldn't time wait for wo/man
What am I to do after this semester? * do my professionals or work *
Bloody test tomorrow! If only my stress was about making friends in kinder garden instead...

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.chitty chitty baby.

Me: You know, I feel sorry for Miss Binks

Parrot: Karina, I'm studying

Me: I mean when we were her age we did a lot of crazy stuff. Even before that. A lot of stuff that our parents still do not know about...

Parrot: Hehe. I know what you mean *smirks*

Me: I'm sure you do.... but seriously... I kinda feel sorry for her. If only she could "tell a different story" to my parents like what me and KS do then at least she could get away with most stuff

Parrot: You know I never had that problem. I would say that my mom was very innocent when she was young so whenever I dressed however I like or said I'm going for a sleepover, if she were to question I would say "but I'm only going to my girlfriends house" and she wouldn't mind! But my dad.... no way cause he did enough shit to know what I'm up to!

Me: I know if I had any daughters they wouldn't be able to pull any sleepover stunts on me especially after 16 years old

Parrot: Exactly. Cause I'm sure my future husband would have also done enough shit like me to know what our future rascals are up to. And I wouldn't even let them go for any sleepovers after 13!

Me: You're going to be such a mean mom! I mean common, they won't do anything at that age

Parrot: Generation gap. Our parents didn't do the shit we're doing when they were our age. For all you know when our time comes, our children will be already clubbing in our stomachs!

Gee... I can't wait

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.can you tell me how to get.

It was a random youtube video, I know...
but it made me smile cause I used to watch Sesame Street and they showed a video like this. tee hee. Unlike some ppl like u, S, who adored Barney. Well, he only came after Sesame Street so I'm sorry that you didn't watch it (your not cool! bleh)

Pretty Lil Liers: They used the same song (Secret) that I'm using on my blog!
By the by, this song was my inspiration to start this blog. Not unique anymore =.=

I always grumble and whine about how unprepared I am for my exams, well lil missy, you have 2 20% test this coming week and you're procrastinating! So this is proof that your not studying so you're not allow to be depressed later this week!
Sigh
I better get back to studying....